It was on a wedding day

When my heart began to stray

Never thought I'd make such a big mistake

Throw my life away

I've gone days without food

I've went weeks without sleep

Keeping this inI've got cuts I can't close

I've got wounds that won't heal

It's all your fault

I've been shattered and wreck

My hand's covered in bloodScars on my skinI forgot how to feel

Now I'm weak with this (?)

My skin is paper thin

We've been through this

Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it and

We've gone through this

Over and over again

I go years without tears

In a life with no fear

A life without you

Now I'm breaking my back as

I cover my tracks

My skin is paper thin once again

We've been through thisFeeling it, keeping it, holdin' it and

We've gone through this

Over and over again

I've gone days without food

I've went weeks without sleep

Keeping this in

I've got cuts I can't closeI've got wounds that won't heal

It's all your fault

My american dreamwasn't ever to rise to your (?)

We've been through this

Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it and

We've gone through this

Over and over again

We've been through thisFeeling it, keeping it, holdin' it and

We go through this

Over and over again

This was not a test

This was all for real

This was not a test

This was all for real

This was not a test

This was all for real

This was not a test

This was all for real

It's so nice sitting very still,

in a room where no one else can feel

the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.

Sunlight shining through my window,

lets me know that I'm still alive

But why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.

Paint my face in shades of blood and grey

and take the seat right next to me

But I should have known that you were a killer.

But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart

A lost connection from your poison dart

Shot from your tongue to end my life.

But if you're blowing at the fire to light your strife.

You'll never know, oh yeah. You'll never know, oh no.

The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole... (shot through my heart)

A lost connection from your poison dart.

My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.

I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day. [x2]

You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna payI'll stab you one time.

I'll eat your heart out, so you feel my pain.

Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?

I wanna kill you. I wanna kill you. Now I'm insane. [x3]

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I try to be the one that everybody loves
Where has that gotten me?
I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone
That I could never be
Now these unsightly marks define me

So help me
Please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss
I'm sick

My father taught me firsthand how to be set free
Give up and run away
I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me
But I'd still have his face
I curse reflections everyday

So help me
Please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss

Here is my own family tradition
Following footsteps into addiction
So is there a way
That I can find peace while still numbing my pain?
Is this my fate?
Cause your only son still can't seem to find his way

So help me
Please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss

So father where the hell are you now?
I think that you would be proud
Your son, who so unluckily
Fell right next to the tree

I hope you're proud of me
I hope you're proud...

Lying all alone, wishing you would call.
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones.
You gave it all up, you threw it all away.
There's nothing I can do.

What do I think you've done?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head.
You don't believe me when I tell you:
I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine.
I won't be here when you get home.
I'm not gonna sit here and die!

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine.

You read me like a book
you know I'm running out of legs to stand on.
I won't believe you when you tell me:
These old habits die so hard,
there's no intervention in sight.
There's no point in calling you,
We're just gonna stand here and fight.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

So maybe one day the pain will go away
and I will see your face,
I won't even care.
I'm changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

I know it's hard for you
To understand what I'm going through
But now I sit here to remind myself
You're always dressed to kill
And you feel like you owe it to the world
But you owe it to yourself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say
You're better alone anyways
But you're always on tour
And you're never home
I'm always dressed to kill
And I feel like I owe it to the world
But I owe it to myself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine
You're better alone anyways
And you're not here, not here
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...

This captain goes down with the ship,
All hands on decks, stand hip to hip.
I shout the order, shoot to kill.
(I'm dressed to thrill, I'm dressed to thrill)

And all my enemies,
I want their eyes to see,
Their captain walked the plank,
(Destroy them rank by rank)

Sail with me, into the setting sun,
The battle has been won, but war has just begun.
And as we float, emotion starts to die.
We need to find a way, just to keep our desire alive.

Now set the sail to quarter mast,
Well jump their ship we'll sink 'em fast.
Men follow me to victory,
[Red as the sun, Red as the sun.]

And to the cannons roar,
Their bodies dance ashore,
(A pirates life for me,
we wont go quietly)

Sail with me, into the setting sun,
The battle has been won, but war has just begun.
And as we float, emotion starts to die.
We need to find a way, just to keep our desire alive.

(And to my damsel in distress,)
(You've made a mess of your new dress,)
(And to my damsel in distress,)
(You've made a (mess) x2

Sail with me, into the setting sun,
The battle has been won, but war has just begun.
And as we float, emotion starts to die.
We need to find a way,
Just to keep our desire alive.
(I'm dressed to thrill)<-------(During The Extended *Alive*)
(I'm dressed to thrill)
Just To Keep Our Desire Alive.
(I'm dressed to thrill)<-------(During The Extended *Alive*)
(I'm dressed to thrill)

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

[Chorus]
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
We'll drink and dance the night away
We'll drink and dance the night away

[Chorus]

savor every moment of this

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
[x2]

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there

[Chorus]

savor every moment of this [x2]

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the last 12 months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day
To help me deal with life

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy
Who needs the help of a shrink
To even leave the house?

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now
And now
And now
I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

Don't ask, just follow
Repeat and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat
Don't ask, just swallow
Repeat and follow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat

My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
It almost makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole"

And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of

Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame.
The paper said a bullet got in your way.
But I smell foul play; possible poisoning.
I had to bring you in for questioning.
I went to your grave, dug up your body.
Brought it to my house, where you lay.

So let's play doctor, babe.
We'll operate today.
Incisions must be made.
You could help solve this case
For me...

I headed downtown to share what I had found
It's not a suicide, it's a crime
I have a witness, it's clearly evident
There had to be someone else present
At the time of death, poison's in stomach
How could she pull it if she's dead?

So let's play doctor, babe
We'll operate today
Incisions must be made
You could help solve this case
We need a scalpel now
Under white lights you lay
We've got to hurry up
Before your flesh decays
Away... away

I'll catch the murderer
And send him away
I'll get the evidence
From your last day

Your last day...Your last day...your last day

So let's play doctor, babe
We'll operate today
Incisions must be made
You could help solve this case
We need a scalpel now
Under white lights you lay
We've got to hurry up
Before the flesh decays

Away... away

So love me gently with a chainsaw
And take the glass against your wrist
You know i am your worst nightmare
Oh how you love my bloody kiss


But it's time to die
You're worth more dead

[Chorus]
Tell me your fantasies
I'll make you believe
That I really care
I'll look into your eyes
I'll tell you all my lies
As I take you slow

So love me gently with a chainsaw
I'll leave you like your father did
I'll bite your lip so fucking so hard
And watch the innocence just to drip

Down your chest
And into my...mouth

[Chorus]
Tell me your fantasies
I'll make you believe
That I really care
I'll look into your eyes
I'll tell you all my lies
As I take you slow

So take your tears and go away

So take your tears and go away
A bitter ending from a slow decay

So take your tears and go away

And I'll sit here with a smile and a match

The lies she cried
The heart ache

The lies she cried
The heart ache

The lies she cried
The heart ache

The lies she cried
The heart ache

Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again, these letters to you
Not much I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

No more looking
I've found her

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you

I've gone away

Calling all cars we've got another victim,
'Cause my love has become an affliction,
What did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?

I'm sorry but I think I failed to mention
That I lied at my very first confession
What did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?

'Cause this has been building
Since I have been breathing,
And I know how it's going to end.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.

Oh my dear what have I gone and done now?
It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow.
What did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?

Without giving away the entire ending,
I ruined the evening again.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.

I don't, have love left inside, inside.
And I don't, have love left inside, inside.

Are you desperate for an answer?
I don't have an ounce of good left in me now,
That's why I walked out.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(You hate me for it now) Try to forget me and just move on.

I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
And do your best and forget my name.

Follow your bliss
It reads on my chest
I know I got it tattooed for a reason
Why can't I just hold it true?

'Cause I'm still crashing all the funerals
Of these people that I never knew (yeah)

I'm stuck in a coma
Stuck in a neverending sleep
And some day I will wake up
And realize I made up everything

I shut the door and turn all the lights out
And listen to all the songs that the night shouts
They go something just like this

So
Go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
And drink yourself to happiness

I'm stuck in a coma
Stuck in a neverending sleep
And some day I will wake up
And realize I made up everything

We can all hang ourselves
(From gold chandeliers)
And drink good bye
To all (all the pain and fears)
Loose lips have sunk this ship
(To a shallow grave)
Washed upon the rocks

(I won't be saved)
(I won't be saved)

I'm stuck in a coma
Stuck in a neverending sleep
And some day I will wake up
And realize I gave up everything

I won't be saved
(So follow your bliss, it reads on my chest)
I won't be saved
(I know I got it tattooed for a reason)
I won't be saved
(I shut the door and turn all the lights out)
I won't be saved
(I listen to all the songs that the night shouts)

Just know
We are
A spec
In time.

So follow your bliss
And destroy the beauty

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

I wanna die like Jim Morrison
A fucking rock star
I wanna die like god on the cover of time.
Just a blink and it's gone
So baby pour some fame in my glass.

So kill the forest
And destroy the beauty.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

(Colors blind)
The eyes
(Sounds deafen)
The ear
(Flavors numb)
The taste
(Thoughts weaken)
The mind

I'll attack someone with a switchblade knife
So that I can see their pain
I choose to be a serial killer
'Cause the victims don't get any fame.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

Just know we are a spec in time
[Chorus in the background]

There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep,
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand

Burn out not fade away\
Burn out not fade away - X2
Burn out not fade away/

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me, like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete.

We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The Autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed

Burn out not fade away\
Burn out not fade away - X2
Burn out not fade away/

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me, like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete.

The pawns will fade away
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away
The king's at his checkmate
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away
And I sit here with a sick grin
Choking as I laugh until I die
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away

I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
Knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.

And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.

I won't forget the day that, that I found god
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave.

I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.

(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.

(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
[x2]

I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.

So the lie now is my weapon
Like a bush dried, withered in the sun
With a spark I’ll go up in flames
I'd lay my guts out but they’re too small to see
It’s kinda cute how I pretend to be
Everything but the instrument i am.

Peace or happines
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I am after
My first name won’t be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes

So it’s true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I’m as fake as a widow’s smile

This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won’t ever have the need to bear
The total truth to anyone but me

Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I am after
My first name won’t be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes
And I am dead, your eyes are light

I’m just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatale, my mistress wasn’t rich
So I’ve been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape
I'll bow out quietly
So quietly
So quietly

Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can’t save me, can’t save me)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(Can't save me)
You can't save me now

So let me take this medicine
To quench my love for violent things
My swan song will
Be like a bullet laced in anger
As the razor cuts the soft spot on your heel

Each breath
Is getting slower
This war
Is getting harder
To fight by myself

Sick waves
Of bitter fashion
Rip down
This shield that I have
Tears rain from above

Do you see
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
And I will bleed
The poisons dry

These bayonet scars
Never cease
To blind the light shead from the beast
And all we do is hate

Eyes shut
From constant visions
Angels
Are rendered useless
Good has lost it's heart

Do you see
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
And I will bleed
The posions dry

For you
For you
(For you)
(For you)
(For you)

Bite to break skin
Don't give the secret
My stoic face
Bleeding with passion
The Phoenix will die
Inside the firestorm
I am the son
Follow my footsteps.

Bite to break skin
Don't give the secret
My stoic face
Bleeding with passion
The Phoenix will die
Inside the firestorm
I am the son
Follow my footsteps.

Fuck with
My heart
I'll teach you what it's like

To be
So used
That you have to clean

The dirt
Stuck in
You plastic fingernails

And just the scent of you is enough to make me sick

And all I know is
Revenge is sweet when

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess
I've played and always win

I'll take
My time
To slowly plot your end

But now
I will
Spit bullets with my pen

And all I know is
You're cute when you scream

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess
I've played and always win

I'll take you to the top
Of this building and just push you off
Run down the stairs so I can see
Your face as you hit the street
(The street)x3

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess
I've played and always win

This time I win
So here's your
Kiss goodbye

I will promise myself I won’t care
Distracting myself from your stare
And I’ve seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for

I’ve hung up my guns
I won’t kill again

I won’t forget you
I won’t forget you
I’m not gonna let you win
(I’m not gonna)

But I’m tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

You asked for my heart
You know that I’m down
But not the way you lie to me
And tear it all apart
And beg for me to stay

I’ve sailed off to sea
I’m not coming back

I won’t forget you
I won’t forget you
I’m not gonna let you win
I’m not gonna

But I’m tired of the lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sound
And you know it makes no sense

Counting down
Till you mess around
And I know you can’t ever change
When I’m trembling
Thrown overboard
When I’m ready to relive the past

Counting down
Make that sound
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever
Ill pull myself together
Ill say that I'll forget her
Ill breathe
And I'll say she never hurt me
And look at it as learning
And laugh about the good and the bad
Because I will live forever
We don’t belong together
I know I'll feel better
One day when I can make it through

I won’t forget you
I won’t forget you
I’m not gonna let you win
I’m not gonna

But I’m tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

I won’t forget you
(Counting down)
I’m not gonna let you win
(Counting down)
I’m tired of the lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

LET'S GO!!

Indifference grows, indifference feeds on me
A sickness fills the pathways were i breathe
Miles away from where i want to be, want to be

One day you will see!!
Nothing is this simple, this simple
One day you will see!!
It takes it's toll on me, toll on me

HEY! lie awake and wait out all those
DAYS! till i finally come home
Changed and jaded, everything that i hate
I'll be there...

Trading in my youth, for broken wings
As i slowly watch you
Walk away, so walk away
Will you stay, will you stay, will you walk away?

FALL ASLEEP TO FLASHING SCREENS AND PAPER CUTS
WAKING UP WITH VACANT EYES AND BROKEN HEARTS AGAIN!!

ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE!
(ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE!)
Nothing is this simple, this simple
ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE!
(ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE!)
It takes it's toll on me, toll on me

HEY! lie awake and wait out all those
DAYS! till i finally come home
Changed and jaded, everything that i hate
I'll be there...

Blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
And this february darkness has me hating everyone
And i know i need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
And the longer i lay here, i know it's harder to get up
Without you

[chorus]
Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

Finally, something out there, that's making sense
And it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
And this cycles neverending, and this fashions overdone
And the further that i run away, the further i'll come back
To shelter...

[chorus]

Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

You are the fire, on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall
And it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card



Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

You are the fire, on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall
And it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card

Goodbye old friend
Goodbye goodnight
I'll move on
You'll call it fate, i'll call it karma
We had our time, it was fun
While it lasted

I'll look back, (look back)
With honor
And no regrets
I won't be mad, won't feel bad
These memories (these memories
Will never leave me
Don't be sad
Cause life goes on, life goes on
It's getting too late (too late)
Tomorrow is here

For what you did to me,
And what I'll do to you,
You get, what everyone else gets,
You get a lifetime!

Let's go!

Do you remember that day when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did!
Been holding on forever,
Promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,
The damage you've inflicted temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,
This helps me to think all through the night
Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
Just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
Lay still like the dead
From the razor to the rosary
We could lose ourselves
And paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole that you put me in
Wasn't deep enough
And I'm climbing out right now
You're running out of places to hide from me
When you go
Just know that I will remember you
If living was the hardest part
We'll then one day be together
And in the end we'll fall apart
Just as the leaves changing colors
And then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now

When you go
Just know that I will remember you

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on
And on,
And on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on
And on
And on
And on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor
the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one
And one
And one
And one

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

They're
Selling postcards
Of the hanging
They're painting
The passports brown
The beauty parlor
Is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes
The blind commissioner
They've got him in a trance
One hand is tied
To the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad
They're restless
They need somewhere to go
As Lady
And I look out tonight
From Desolation Row

Cinderella
She seems so easy
"It takes one to know one"
She smiles
And puts her hands
In her back pockets
Bette Davis style
And in comes Romeo
He's moaning
"You Belong to Me I Believe"
And someone says
" You're in the wrong place
My friend
You better leave"
And the only sound that's left
After the ambulances go
Is Cinderella sweeping up
On Desolation Row

Now the moon is almost hidden
The stars are beginning to hide
The fortunetelling lady
Has even taken
All her things inside
All except for Cain and Abel
And the hunchback of Notre Dame
Everybody is making love
Or else expecting rain
And the Good Samaritan
He's dressing
He's getting ready
For the show
He's going
To the carnival tonight
On Desolation Row

Now Ophelia
She's 'neath the window
For her I feel so afraid
On her twenty-second birthday
She already is an old maid

To her death
Is quite romantic
She wears an iron vest
Her profession's her religion
Her sin is her lifelessness
And though her eyes
Are fixed upon
Noah's great rainbow
She spends her time peeking
Into Desolation Row

Einstein
Disguised as Robin Hood
With his memories in a trunk
Passed this way an hour ago
With his friend
A jealous monk
He looked
So immaculately frightful
As he bummed a cigarette
Then he went off
Sniffing drainpipes
And reciting the alphabet
Now you
Would not think
To look at him
But he was famous long ago
For playing
The electric violin
On Desolation Row

Dr. Filth, he keeps his world
Inside of a leather cup
But all his sexless patients
They're trying to blow it up
Now his nurse, some local loser
She's in charge
Of the cyanide hole
And she also keeps
The cards that read
"Have Mercy on His Soul"
They all play
On penny whistles
You can hear them blow
If you lean
Your head out far enough
From Desolation Row

Across the street
They've nailed the curtains
They're getting ready
For the feast
The Phantom of the Opera
A perfect image of a priest
They're spoonfeeding Casanova
To get him to feel more assured
Then they'll kill him
With self-confidence
After poisoning him with words

And the Phantom's
Shouting to skinny girls
"Get Outa Here
If You Don't Know
Casanova is just being
Punished for going
To Desolation Row"

Now at midnight all the agents
And the superhuman crew
Come out and round up everyone
That knows more than they do
Then they bring them to the factory
Where the heart-attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders
And then the kerosene
Is brought down from the castles
By insurance men who go
Check to see
That nobody is escaping
To Desolation Row

Praise be to Nero's Neptune
The Titanic sails at dawn
And everybody's shouting
"Which Side Are You On?"
And Ezra Pound and T. S. Eliot
Fighting in the captain's tower
While calypso singers laugh at them
And fishermen hold flowers
Between the windows of the sea
Where lovely mermaids flow
And nobody has to think too much
About Desolation Row

Yes
I received your letter yesterday
(About the time the door knob broke)
When you asked how I was doing
Was that some kind of joke?
All these people that you mention
Yes, I know them, they're quite lame
I had to rearrange their faces
And give them all another name
Right now I can't read too good
Don't send me no more letters no
Not unless you mail them
From Desolation Row

I tried to be the one that everybody loved
Where has that gotten me?
I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone
That I could never be

Now these unsightly marks define me

So help me, please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me, I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss...
I'm sick.

My father taught me first hand how to be set free
Give up and runaway
I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me
But I'd still have his face

I curse reflections, everyday

So help me, please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me, I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss...

Here is my own family tradition
Following footsteps into addiction
So is there a way that I can find peace
While still numbing my pain
Is this my fate?
Cause your only son still can't seem to find his way

So help me, please someone come quick
I think I am losing it
Forgive me, I inherited this
From a stranger I'll never miss.

So father where the hell are you now?
I think that you would be proud
Your son whos so unluckly
Fell right next to the tree

I hope your proud of me,
I hope you're proud.

I never
Said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that You never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)
(Wooooaah, woooooah, wooooooaaaaah)(repeat 4x)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home

Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

Never coming home
Never coming home

Could I? Should I?

And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

We could be perfect one last night
And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight
And we can settle this affair
If you would shed your yellow take my hand
And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity
This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
And never be afraid again

We've only got once chance to put this at an end
And cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition

Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
And never

Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head
Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying

Stand
Take my fucking hand
Take my fucking...

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
And never be afraid again

Just because my hands around your throat!

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

[Chorus]

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joking look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

[Chorus]

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst thing I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought to you tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst thing I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst thing I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

So sick, so sick of being tired.

And oh so tired of being sick.

We're both such magnifacent liars.

So crush me baby, I'm all ears.

So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious.

I'll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about "it's basic"



We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.



So sick, so sick of being tired.

And oh so tired of being sick.

Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about.

So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious.

So good at setting bad examples.

Listen, Trick, I've had all I can handle.



We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.



Think of all the fun you had.

The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.

Think of all the days you spent alone with just your t.v. set and I......"I can barely smile"



Think of all the fun you had.

The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.

Think of all the days you spent alone with just your t.v. set and I......"I can barely smile"



Let's go...

He's smoked out in the back of the van, says he's held up with holding on and on and on.

He's smoked out in the back of the van, says he's held up with holding on and on and on.

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm cutting through, you're bleeding out
And I would tell the truth, but I can't help myself
Red rushes out, dissect this nerve
And I'll stop myself before I reach my cell

I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world

You're stabbing in. Permanent scars
And you'll justify it all inside yourself
You've finished me, my pulse is gone
And you're satisfied to put this all to hell

I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world

Drink the poison, when you think it's over
(Drink the poison)
Stabbing yourself, when you think it's too late
Tragic endings are your thing, you love them
(Tragic endings)
You love letting go, the ending's the same
Drink the poison, when you think it's over
(Drink the poison)
Inevitable, Verona lives inside of you

I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world

She burns

Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still:

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside

So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory?

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

Pressure!

Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah dah dah bah dah dah be day dah be day dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)

That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Okay!
Bah dah day

Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah be day dah be day dah

People on streets
Bah da de da day
People on streets
Bah da de da de da de da de day

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Higher

Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn

Why? Why? Why?
Love! Love! Love!

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?

Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves

This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure

Under pressure (under pressure)

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
And let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
My days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own (leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight stay by my side
And let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time(all the time)

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
My days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?(4X- smother me)

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
And how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So Baby I’m, Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?(don’t let me be alone)

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?(3X smother me)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
the one who calls you baby.